19th April 2012

You bang your head against the wall, it’s gonna hurt

posted in Amanda Kimmerly, magic, Norwescon, The Hidden Lands of Nod |

At a neighbor's booth at Norwescon, Amanda found matching dragon rings in our respective sizes, which we adopted as a shared totem.

The Confabule Expeditionary Force—Amanda Kimmerly and yours truly—journeyed the reverse of ancient wisdom, traveling a thousand miles in order to make a single step. We saved up credit for extra steps in the process, rolling 4800+ miles onto the odometer in a road trip to Seattle and back for Norwescon 35, April 5-8. The single step we’ll take as a consequence of this journey—at least, the single largest step—is to immediately cease going to cons as a tactic for promoting The Hidden Lands of Nod and Confabule.

First, Norwescon is a fine event, well organized with interesting guests, a well-run dealer room and great attendees. The table next to ours belonged to the Northwest Independent Writers Association, a group based in Portland, Oregon, with members in Oregon, Washington and Idaho. We could not have asked for better neighbors. Novels by NIWA members Cynthia Robbins (The Light Warrior) and Brad Wheeler (Fugitives from Earth) have joined the library here at Stikmantic HQ.

Norwescon provided great conversation in abundance, both with people who know about many things and, richer but less often, with people who also understand things. Costuming showed a pronounced shift to ever more cursory steampunk. Fewer Klingons, fewer Star Fleet officers, fewer bounty hunters, fewer Jedi attended, about the same percentage vampires as always and a pronounced dearth of original concepts created from scratch by the costumer. There was also a pronounced dearth of book and art sales.

At the end of the day (or con, as it were), book and art sales are what the process is about for Robert Stikmanz, The Hidden Lands of Nod and Confabule. It doesn’t matter so much if the sales are from hours at the table we staff in a dealer room, or if the sales are downstream from the event in the form of web orders for books and e-books. What matters is that there are sales as a result of the activity. Science fiction/fantasy conventions are entertaining events at which one meets many wonderful, delightful, fascinating people. Unfortunately, in this latter day most of them are people who do not buy books and art.

Rolling home from Seattle, mile after mile through stunning landscapes of Oregon, Idaho, Utah and Wyoming, and across the numbing expanse of Kansas, Kansas, Kansas, Amanda and I examined our experience. One conclusion we have reached is that, regardless of obvious thematic connections, genre labels are not productive for Stikmanz or Confabule, and genre-themed events are not a fertile source of potential audience. This may be cold comfort to other authors and artists selling no copies of demonstrably genre-oriented work, but it indicates a clear direction for Stikmanz & Co.

Much discussion with Ms. Kimmerly brought me to realize that my voice contrasts sharply from that of the bulk of science fiction and fantasy around issues of intentionality. The intentional difference—my work’s agenda— likely poisons its market at events targeted to an audience looking primarily for abeyance from the reality of their lives. This is one of those obvious, practical-joking truths that sits half an inch in front of one’s face, waiting to laugh riotously at the startle effect when its presence finally registers. The Stikmantic imagination may embrace magic and surreality, but for a public for whom its accurate description must ever more hyphenate, it fails one of the primary aims for which genre fiction is now marketed: escape from the real world we are making.

I speculate from anecdote, always risky. Whether this or other reasons lie behind the steep fall-off in sales, an 800 pound gorilla at the bargaining table is that participating in science fiction/fantasy conventions is not an effective strategy for reaching those likely to purchase my work. Fun though events may be, every con I have attended in the past two years has been a money-losing activity. There is no more resource to spare for the experiment; we turn immediately toward an entirely different tack. Right now, this month, the Confabule expeditionary force launches on a virtual journey. Our attention for the next few months will be website development. Beyond that, who knows? Irons are in the fire, and ideas are welcome. Vast changes are in the offing. Allons, enfants!

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  1. 1 On April 19th, 2012, Amanda said:

    anole Dragon power!!!

  2. 2 On April 19th, 2012, alan m rogers said:

    You just had to go and make me think at 11:30 at night, didn’t you? You said: “… my voice contrasts sharply from that of the bulk of science fiction and fantasy around issues of intentionality. The intentional difference—my work’s agenda— likely poisons its market at events targeted to an audience looking primarily for abeyance from the reality of their lives.”

    I think you’re right; your voice is different and your storytelling is different. Where others use hard edges and defined paradigm, you explore concepts and how we perceive both those concepts and the world around us.

    But the way you talk about the escapism of other sci-fi/fantasy writing bothers me a little. Perspective is an interesting thing: the old saying ‘you can’t see the forest for the trees’ comes to mind. The world (at least for me) works that way. I sometimes forget just how amazing, intricate and connected the world I live in really is – but when I step outside that world for a little bit, into a world that really isn’t mine (but has things that are LIKE the world I live in), I often find myself with a fresh perspective.

    Escapism isn’t always a bad thing and often gives me the perspective and inspiration I need to keep helping build the real world I am very much a part of.

    I’m not arguing your decision not to go to cons – the landscape at conventions has changed, and not, I think, for the better. The trend towards conformity and desire to turn cons from a meeting of the minds and a place to discover new things – and take the risk of buying and reading something new – as opposed to simply a time or place to show off for others who belong to the same ostensible sub-culture bothers me.

    I hope you aren’t disillusioned as to the value of your work or of the value of your different voice, because as a reader – I can tell you that there is great value there.

    Reading and experiencing any story should be both transitory and revelatory and should rarely be easy. Stories should always leave someone thinking about themselves and the world they are a part of – and your stories certainly do that.

    Again, anything I can do to help – please ask.

  3. 3 On May 31st, 2012, Dan Erickson said:

    It was a sweet pleasure seeing you at NORWESCON in Seattle Robert! I know it’s a hard road to bring your work to people. I have seen you in a couple rooms with distant and nearly uneasy reactions to your work – I think they feel something rapping at the door saying there’s work to do on your life, mind, and spirit. I have watched you work at it for five years.

    I have never heard you complain.

    I use Nod’s Way. I have used it off and on for years. I had a long while and then when traveling I had lost my set.

    I returned home from NORWESCON and found my copy of Nod’s Way ON MY DESK… waiting there for me. I have been using it weekly as my Monday morning kickstart.

    Mondays are hard. I get home from the road and have to recollect my life and get to work when my body really wants to sleep. Sometimes “Monday” happens on “Wednesday” because I have to drive.

    I just got home from San Jose. I was feeling just frozen and useless. Everything felt like it would be just crap work, interrupted by someone with a crisis or something. I was told by Nod, “The Wild must be fostered and defended. In defending The Wild, one defends oneself.”

    I ate proper. I went to the gym. I walked 5 miles and saw the sky. I counted the birds on the property and looked to my own wild.

    I am always amazed at the insight you have.

    I went to the PO Box and found a package – behold something from Robert. I do not know why I am so easily moved when someone thinks of me out of the blue, but it happened again. Without shame I love you Robert. Be well and know success shows on many scorecards.

    Daniel

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